Worst Party of My Life-

Journal 3: Worst Party Ever



Have you ever seen 500 days of summer? well ya know Tom Hanson's infatuation with summer? Yeah thats me....

I HATE NASTYASSA FILIPPOVNA

Today was one of the most outrageous, ridiculous, unreal, days. I AM AT A LOSS FOR WORDS. MY HEART HAS SUNKEN TO THE DEEPEST DEPTHS OF THE OCEAN. For tonight, I expressed my true love for Nastyassa. However, the scene was not so one- sided as it seems. There was explanations all across the boards, many hearts were torn, and everything turned into a disaster.

Let me explain properly. So I somehow managed to make it to the party by chance, without invitation, (thank god I was let in,) and made it into Nastyassa’s house. You see, I was on a misson..that is- to tell Nastyassa not to marry Ganya because Ganya was deceiving her for the 75,000 rubles that was promised to him from Totsky. But of course, I completely messed everything up. As soon as I was greeted, it told her that she was utter perfection. (which is no lie, however, seemed as my mission was of something else). Anyways, Ferdyshchenko wanted everyone to play the game where everyone gathered around and shared with each other what the worst thing they did was. Only Nastyassa seemed to approve of this game (probably because the girls were excluded due to chivalry… nevertheless… the game proceeded. So the general goes on to share his usual and then Totsky countered this evil game by sharing a story that seemed to be evil, however turned out to be quite noble, concerning Camelia flowers and love. Nastyassa was so captivated by this speech that she turned to me all the sudden and asked, “should I marry Ganya?” I was appalled by this stunning, and intense question. She just sort of threw it out there like it was a game of roulette, but this game consisted of playing high stakes and defined the rest of her life. I of course told her the truth: She shouldn’t marry Ganya.

And then, to add to the chaotic scene even more, Rogozhin came booming in, and like he promised…..had the 100,000!!!!

No one would of believed beforehand that Rogozhin would have come in with the 100k but he did. Then Nastyassa called out Ganya, saying that he was never in love with her, just after the 75,000. My heart was beaming, I was so happy, yet I didn’t know what was going to happen next.

Another audible was called. The audacious Ferdyshchenko then told Nastyassa that I….of all people…should marry her!!!! I really don’t know what was going through my head at the time… I wanted her so badly at that moment that I wanted to scream it from the top of my lungs from the tallest mountain so that the whole world could hear.

So that’s exactly what I did.

I proposed, as a matter of fact, to the woman of my dreams.

She initially accepted, then devilishly turned on me…to that ******** Rogozhin. I cannot describe to you the loss I feel… For Nasta is going away with that man… For the first time in my life in a long time I feel immense pain, a weight has been fastened on to me…
I must go after her… I must get her back.

All is not well,

Signed, Lev Nikolayevich Myshkin